Sep 10, 2005 14:23
Let's see life hurts so bad. I finally realized who my real friends are. I've been in and out of the hospital for days I might have to have surgery. God I'm so scared and no one's here to hold my hand. But it's alright. I seem to be surrounded by people and they seem to care but I just don't know anymore. Does anyone out there really care? It doesn't matter cause i've made it this far on my own. Well everyone life is shortly gonna change i'm not gonna let u pretend to care it's not worth it. If you don't care just leave me the hell alone and stay out of my life cause trust me i'll def. stay away from you I just don't need the added stress or pain right now. I missed the second day of school for crying out loud and no one noticed. That's a pretty good I guess. I just wana be left un noticed like it always used to be. And i'm really getting sick and tired of people asking me if I go out with Timmy NOOOOOOOOOOOOO OK WE BROKE U FOR TE LAST AND FINAL TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SP STOP FREAKIN ASKING ME ALRIGHT!!!!!!!!!