Sep 09, 2009 19:13
why can't i get addy out of my fucking head? it's been a whole year and two girlfriends later. i sent her a text just before...
C 6:20pm Hey you! How are things?
A 6:50pm Hey cat wats up?! im good. i think im gettin sick. AND i'm lookn 4 apartments. 2 bedroom no more than 1300.00 if you hear of anything. by jan
C 6:56pm Sorry you're getting sick, that sucks. If i hear anything i'll let you know! I might see you tomorrow night.
A 6:59pm Oh kool i'll be there. thanks
I say I might see her because my bosses invited me out to dinner with them, and that's where they go. We'll even ask for her as our waitress because I've been pretending (even telling her) that I don't feel anything for her anymore. "You broke my heart completely. I can't love anyone, not even you."
Then i hop on myspace, and she's there online. I said hey, thought she was working. Nope, she's home. So I said I just popped home for a sec and i'm heading out. She said have fun stay outa trouble. I said what fun is that? She didn't understand and said whatever fun you're going to have. So I clarified - if i have to stay outa trouble, what fun is that? ... hahaha.
L still has H coming sometime soon. She's going to profess her love to this chick. I'm having a good time with L, but I hope she understands (I've told her so she knows, understanding is different) that I'm gone once she asks H if she'll be with her - regardless of H's answer.
And Addy still haunts my heart.