A Cruel Joke

May 04, 2009 14:17

Fate thinks she's a comic huh?

Addy texts me friday night, out of the blue. She had no where to sleep. I had a friend over and didn't get it until the next morning. I find out she was in a jam, needed somewhere to go. So she calls me...

saturday night (okay early sunday morning 2am) we hang out... until 5am! I don't know what's going on, where things are going. She's finally single, but we're just being friends. Things were so messed up before, we kinda have to start fresh. I'm not comfortable being friends with her, but I it's been so long without her in my life, I'll take what I can get.

Then, Brittany calls me!!! She's on her way over!! EX-OVERLOAD! Out of the fucking blue!

I was missing Brittany cause she was a good girlfriend, I broke up with her cause I didn't want to hurt her. I still care. I've BEEN missing Addy, but she was NEVER good to me. Now it's like fate is laughing at me, throwing both at me and wanting me to choose.

I feel like (even though nothings going on) I chose Addy, and I chose wrong...

I need a goddamn massage. And a hypnotherapist to give me amnesia...
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