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i shouldn't complain, i had so many great days in a row. more than i can ever remember there being consecutively. at least the less desirable days are spreading out and should be easier to handle. i thought i was on some sort of lucky streak, things finally looking up, feeling hopeful.
should i deal with this in a new way and not give in and let my self-fulfilling prophecy dictate another downfall? should i ignore my hurt feelings and sadness? not really dealing with anything but i am such a pro at this. is it okay to feel sad and hurt and try again tomorrow?
should i deal with this in a new way and not give in and let my self-fulfilling prophecy dictate another downfall? should i ignore my hurt feelings and sadness? not really dealing with anything but i am such a pro at this. is it okay to feel sad and hurt and try again tomorrow?