melt down
Im not one to complain..so i feel really bad writing all this down. But i need to get it out...so if you dont like it...then...FUCK OFF!!!..
I always have to listen all the rest of you whine-y bitches..so for once, its my turn.
Omg i cant do this anymore! Im gonna quit the band. I cant handle the fact that all these ppl want to be around me! They dont even know me! They just want to get popular off of me. And thats not cool. Meh...i just need to vent my frustrations! i think im losing it . I dont know how to feel about anything. Im tired of pretending that everything is okay. Im tired of having the weight of the world on my shoulders. I think im starting to give way to the weight. But isnt this my job? I dunno any more. I dunoo anything about anyone. I want someone to take it all away. The "fame", the money, the talent. I wish i never knew how to sing, write, or play. i dont want it anymore. But its all that i know how to do. Its all that i know how to be. What am i if i dont have my music. Music is my life, hope, and faith. Im nothing without it. Sorry, i know that this must be a bunch of bs to you. But its just something thats gonna breake me. *sigh*
So i must ask:
Whats wrong with me? Why cant i function?
I need some answers to the piece of the puzzle that's missing.
I always have to listen all the rest of you whine-y bitches..so for once, its my turn.
Omg i cant do this anymore! Im gonna quit the band. I cant handle the fact that all these ppl want to be around me! They dont even know me! They just want to get popular off of me. And thats not cool. Meh...i just need to vent my frustrations! i think im losing it . I dont know how to feel about anything. Im tired of pretending that everything is okay. Im tired of having the weight of the world on my shoulders. I think im starting to give way to the weight. But isnt this my job? I dunno any more. I dunoo anything about anyone. I want someone to take it all away. The "fame", the money, the talent. I wish i never knew how to sing, write, or play. i dont want it anymore. But its all that i know how to do. Its all that i know how to be. What am i if i dont have my music. Music is my life, hope, and faith. Im nothing without it. Sorry, i know that this must be a bunch of bs to you. But its just something thats gonna breake me. *sigh*
So i must ask:
Whats wrong with me? Why cant i function?
I need some answers to the piece of the puzzle that's missing.