In the dumps I am
"go ahead and throw your life away..."
I fell like im doing with nothing with my life. There was a time when all i did was do things for ppl. Dont get me wrong, I still do thigs for ppl all the time. I do things for my friends all the time. But what i mean is that i dont do things to help ppl that are important. I feel so bad that i havent been to see the kids at St. Josephs in 3 weeks! That not like me.
Today when we had practice, they really pissed me off. They're trying to change me into something im not. Im not this prissy girl so dont try and make into one! I want ppl to see me for what i am. Not what i do, what you want me to be, or what i could be. Im not fake so i dont think that ppl have any reason not to know the real me...meh..this is just me bitching..and seeing that this is my journal...i can do that..and not feel guilty!
I went with jere to go to the thrift stores. I love going to places like that! they have so much neat shit. I found an Academy shirt that i wanted to get. I wanted to pretend that i was a worker there and just fuck around! Fun stuff! mmm i got some more hair dye to. Im gonna do red/pink/black with white stripes! Its gonna look bad ass. Then im going to go get another tat that i want sooo bad...this ones gonna hurt..but meh...itll go away...
what kind of a mood am i in? hmmm? Im not really in a mood persay. Im just here. I feel nothing. Im just here. Thats about it for me. Need to cause chaos!
later peeps!
I fell like im doing with nothing with my life. There was a time when all i did was do things for ppl. Dont get me wrong, I still do thigs for ppl all the time. I do things for my friends all the time. But what i mean is that i dont do things to help ppl that are important. I feel so bad that i havent been to see the kids at St. Josephs in 3 weeks! That not like me.
Today when we had practice, they really pissed me off. They're trying to change me into something im not. Im not this prissy girl so dont try and make into one! I want ppl to see me for what i am. Not what i do, what you want me to be, or what i could be. Im not fake so i dont think that ppl have any reason not to know the real me...meh..this is just me bitching..and seeing that this is my journal...i can do that..and not feel guilty!
I went with jere to go to the thrift stores. I love going to places like that! they have so much neat shit. I found an Academy shirt that i wanted to get. I wanted to pretend that i was a worker there and just fuck around! Fun stuff! mmm i got some more hair dye to. Im gonna do red/pink/black with white stripes! Its gonna look bad ass. Then im going to go get another tat that i want sooo bad...this ones gonna hurt..but meh...itll go away...
what kind of a mood am i in? hmmm? Im not really in a mood persay. Im just here. I feel nothing. Im just here. Thats about it for me. Need to cause chaos!
later peeps!