Dec 13, 2005 00:35
Apparently my "innocent question" has created a slew of thoughts and feelings for one of my friends. I am extremly sorry for that. I apparently did not know the domino effect it would have on her emotional well being. I would never bring something up like that if I thought it would make someone feel so bad about it. I know how hard it is to deal with things like that. I don't know if she realizes the same thing in a round about way happened to us. I have deal with my feelings for a different person & I hope I can help her deal with hers with that person. I know by experiance it is always good to get it out. I have had a VERY hard time in other aspects of life due to that very emotional F-ed up relationship of him taking advantage of my innocence and NI-EVE NESS. I took me a lot of tears and nights of tourment laying and thinking about it if he was doing it to others but I have come to an understand with my own being to keep me sane if you catch my drift. Please talk to me when you can about it because I am here for you :-) Lots of love to me friend