YAY...happy birthday to me....happy birthday to me....

Aug 10, 2005 03:33

hmmm...a lot has happened since my last post. Nothing bad actually. Not all great, but not bad.
Nick ended up coming over at around 12:30 one night cause i sent him an e-mail saying we should just be friends, and i dont like being used cause it hurts...blah blah blah. So he came over...sat in my driveway cause i didnt know he was coming, went home and caught me online saying he was coming back over so we could talk a bit. It was awkward. Yanno the feeling when you both know theres a lot you want to say, but neither of you want to start the conversation. So we didnt, *kicks self hard in shin* we sat there looked at the stars, even saw a shooting star ^_^. it was purdy. then we went home. The awkward shuffleing footed goodbye, yanno i wanted to hug him, and he wante dto hug me, but it didnt happen cause part of me didnt want to or i would have. I just walked inside. Meh. Oddness, not bad but not great.
Then my bestest friend ever Kara, came over and i gave her some sactuary. From the kids...i would love but hate having two younger siblings in diapers...two and newborn...ick. But i frikin love her, so does my mum, which is hy shes allowed over whenever she wants. lol. I was still sleeping when she called to ask if she could come over, she talked to my mom....and when she got here, they thought i was still sleeping...she caught me dressing scandaous i know. Its better than sex in the bathroom......hehehe...
SHE GAVE ME KENNY FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!! kenny is a wonderful little blue rouge bass geetar. <3. I got tabs for songs, and finally worked my way through BYOB my system of a down today...been learning steller (incubus...of course), silver and cold (afi), and the irony of dying on your birthday (senses fail). Its fun...
but yes back to the fun hangoutness with kara nd myself. It was wonderful, havent had that much fun doinf nothing, and everythign at the same time in a while. We even got online and goofed off on cam for her sister and a friend. We watched Dennis learys, no cure for cancer bit..<33333 love. she watched it for the first time and loved it...."i dont trust people who put stuff in doughnuts!!"..."its just hot blueberry sauce sir..." "IT COULD BE HOT FRENCH SEAMON FOR ALL I KNOW!!"...haha love it...you know you do too...."Gotta love NyQuil...its the thirteenth step in the twelve step recovery program...You gotta love the advrtising...capitol N, little y, BIG FUCKING Q! thats how you sell stuff, put a big fucking Q on the box...""its only comes in one flavor...none of this for the child in you new cherry, grape, bubblegum, bullshit...no one flavor...GREEN DEATH...thats right...its because you take the dosage, starts to say man this tastes like...and BAM your in the coma."
erm...yesh...then we had fun random pictures....war faces and what not...which will be up here as soon as i can steal it from her. And we happened to take a picture that will become another senior pic...so now i have two... ^_^ gotta love it..
Then today people were supposed to spend the night, but kara couldnt, and i couldnt get ahold of anyone else. So when i went shopping at wally world ( i live there don-ca-know) and saw kristi i was excited. She came over and hung out for a while. It was mucho fun, and we talked for a bit. We kept saying we needed to hang out more and talk, and we finally did. I <3 her shes a cool kid. Im hapy everything is working out with her and Randall.
but its late....and its my birthday finally ^_^
*not to self* call james and steph...give directions to kristis if hes not working...encourage the bringing of the baby
i have a party today...and kara i thought of you when i got my cake, i made james get little debbies cosmic borwnies and nutty bars too!!
mucho love people
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April Lynne
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