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well ingrids party was ok for the most part!.... i dont really know how i feel anymore... im so lost... all i know is that i need to forget about the past.... i really dont want to but i really hav to... i need to stop putting myself in these bad situations.. i need to learn how to keep my mouth shut. i cant get caught up in the same situations again... this would be so much easier if i didnt care... if i didnt love.... but sadly ...i do... i really dont feel like going out tonight... i want to stay home.. and think about everything... plan ahead so im not so confused and lost... well i hav alot more to say but im going to shut up and not say anything... thanks manuela for talking to me and hanging out with me for lil bit.. at first i didnt think you would but it really made me happy that u came over to talk.... i love you and i hope u don tthink im lying! i looked you right in ur funny face and told u idid... so there should be no doubt in ur mind... j/k about the funny face thing!.... uh yea u need to call me tonight to let me know about tomrrow...