sorry i wasnt good enough........
well..... the only thing that made me happy.... has now made it clear that..... she can not be my girl friend.... she didnt realize what she was doing... and decided that her feeling for me were not strong enough to be in a relationship.... i dont blame her though..... shes to good for me.... as everything in this world....like i said before.... im not meant to have someone there for me.... someone who i know loves me as much as i love them... its ok monique....i dont hate you..... im just depressed that this could happen to me again for the second time in less than a year.... not the exact same thing .. but i still feel like shit... i still want to go to sleep and never wake up like the last time.... i dont know wat else to say... but thank you monique for making me happy and cheering me up for a while... i guess its back to the depressed life for me... i strongly believe that you will forget bout this whole thing.... hope the next lucky guy doesnt mess up..... gudnight.. i hope i dont wake up in this world tomorrow