life sucks.. and so should you!!!!!!
today was the ... crapiest... most.. stupidest day ever... why do u continue to disappoint me!!!! why do u continue to confuse me... why am i so clue-less... w/e... i went shopping for crap.. and got some good stuff!!! wasted the rest of the day thinking about shit that only depresses me... like why im so lonely and why your not here... with me.....w/e... hey cindy wheres my phone call!!!!! i thought you were going to call!!!! imma knock out right now.. talk to me manana!!!! its cool... its not like i call you everytime i tell you i will... theres always stuff that comes up its... cool... just make sure u didnt call me for another guy or something!!!!! that would not be nice... oh well... ill continue to listen to this CRAZY song!!!!! its so true!!!! so true!!!!! i cant get over it!!!! its funny how it probably relates to alot of people!!!! damn!!!! my lil bro knocked out right in the middle of my bed!!! WTF!!! where am i sleeping!!!!! oh nvm.. he only wieghs like 40lbs. lol!!!!!! this is gay.... i need a life.. i need to focus my attention on something that will give me attention back!!!!!... wat else should i say!!!!! well i have alot to share but .. im pretty sure that the three people that read this crap might have a prob.. with wat im saying!!!!! actually i know they will.... i wish i could just get faded and drunk and never do anythign for the rest of my life... maybe i should hang with adam more.... he loves doin that stuff!!!! wow.. might as well waste my life doing that hey maybe ill get caught and sent to camp or something for a couple of months... that will kill some time... i miss the feeling of knowing somone is always thinking bout me!!!!!... that was great... knowning that the person you care the most for cares even more for you... and can never shut up about you.. and how great you are!!!! they have a list of the great assets your made up of that never ends... why cant i be loved... its so easy... why cant it... GOD!!!!! I NEED ATTENTION..... to get this empty-ness out of me... i guess i can trick my self by smoking the reefer!!!! ill take that into consideration... i mean wat can i lose... my family,friends, and respect for myself... well it might be worth it.. i guess you dont really know how much you LOVE something until you lose it... wow i cant stop writing....... blah blah blah!!!!!! theres alot more were that came from... just get me a couple beers and ull here it all...