the longest entry ever (get through the whole thing and win a prize) no cheating!!
I have been thinking and i have found that i am in no state to write on lj
every time i sign on i am always listening to radio head. This makes me really weird so everything i put on lj must be reviewed.
u cant believe me
if i was listening to dmb id be happy but when i listen to "crawling up the walls" by Radio head on repeat for two hours things feel weird.
but i did have a good time at bambi today. it was the best youth theater show i have seen in years!!!!
i loved every minute of it. Jake is so talented! also got to see Karl, Bryant and Phillip BANZEE!
on saturday i led the life of a homeless guy with Ross, Miller, and chris. I was down town all day with out any money or food.
We went on a journey from the ctc and coledge park area all the way down to the ghetto past the post office and choo choo. We found some very cool places in chattanooga that we had never seen before. I dont think anyone has seen this place before.
we went on the roof of a parking garge and hung out. we yelled at a bunch of prisoners at jail.
i used coupons and change from the street like only a jew could know how.
fun times...
we saw Su and hung out by the ctc later. I think we might have hurt Su's feelings. If we did i am reelly sorry.
stopped by fathom and saw Callie, Chloe, Chelsea, Trent, Joey, and a very scarey dude covered in blood.
THIS IS somthing
I have a hard time with poetry. Not just with writing it, but reading it when it is written by my friends.
i dont like it when they write about depression and broken hearts. To me it just seems fake and pushed.
I just feel that people exagerate to get attention
that is why i have a hard time writting poetry, i cant take myself seriously. When i write about unhappiness i just look at my life and see that things arent so bad and that it will get better.
one of the Best Poems i have read in a long time was a poem by Su.
here it is...
"Where my heart used to live"
Don't smile at me
you teasing oaf
don't smile at me
because it hurts my eyes
behind my eyes and down below
behind my chest
where my heart liked to live.
Don't laugh or look or
toss you hair
don't sneer or cough
or grin.
It hurts that hollow space
where my heart used to live
till you gently pulled
pulled it away
pulling and then it was gone.
Don't smile at me
with angel eyes
and the devil's smirk
and the trees's coolness
and difference.
If you smile
then I might die.
-Su
it was just so great i just had to post it...
Wow the teenage years are weird ones... and not just just me but every one.
if some innocent bystander was standin to close to one of us they could get hurt or very freaked out.
Just reading some of my friends lj i can get scared.
cheer up and look for something positive, goddamnit!
every time i sign on i am always listening to radio head. This makes me really weird so everything i put on lj must be reviewed.
u cant believe me
if i was listening to dmb id be happy but when i listen to "crawling up the walls" by Radio head on repeat for two hours things feel weird.
but i did have a good time at bambi today. it was the best youth theater show i have seen in years!!!!
i loved every minute of it. Jake is so talented! also got to see Karl, Bryant and Phillip BANZEE!
on saturday i led the life of a homeless guy with Ross, Miller, and chris. I was down town all day with out any money or food.
We went on a journey from the ctc and coledge park area all the way down to the ghetto past the post office and choo choo. We found some very cool places in chattanooga that we had never seen before. I dont think anyone has seen this place before.
we went on the roof of a parking garge and hung out. we yelled at a bunch of prisoners at jail.
i used coupons and change from the street like only a jew could know how.
fun times...
we saw Su and hung out by the ctc later. I think we might have hurt Su's feelings. If we did i am reelly sorry.
stopped by fathom and saw Callie, Chloe, Chelsea, Trent, Joey, and a very scarey dude covered in blood.
THIS IS somthing
I have a hard time with poetry. Not just with writing it, but reading it when it is written by my friends.
i dont like it when they write about depression and broken hearts. To me it just seems fake and pushed.
I just feel that people exagerate to get attention
that is why i have a hard time writting poetry, i cant take myself seriously. When i write about unhappiness i just look at my life and see that things arent so bad and that it will get better.
one of the Best Poems i have read in a long time was a poem by Su.
here it is...
"Where my heart used to live"
Don't smile at me
you teasing oaf
don't smile at me
because it hurts my eyes
behind my eyes and down below
behind my chest
where my heart liked to live.
Don't laugh or look or
toss you hair
don't sneer or cough
or grin.
It hurts that hollow space
where my heart used to live
till you gently pulled
pulled it away
pulling and then it was gone.
Don't smile at me
with angel eyes
and the devil's smirk
and the trees's coolness
and difference.
If you smile
then I might die.
-Su
it was just so great i just had to post it...
Wow the teenage years are weird ones... and not just just me but every one.
if some innocent bystander was standin to close to one of us they could get hurt or very freaked out.
Just reading some of my friends lj i can get scared.
cheer up and look for something positive, goddamnit!