today
...was really pretty stressful, because I woke up to a news announcement about terrorist attacks in London, where Jacob (my boyfriend) is. I was really worried but kept telling myself that nothing could have happened and stuff like that doesn't happen to people like me, or people I know. Ya know? And Jacob called to tell me he was okay. But apparently, he was supposed to be on one of the subs/trains that were blown up, but the group decided to change their plans a little. So he would have died or been hurt. It's kind of scary. I tried to imagine what I would have done if God would have taken Jacob away from me, instead of keeping him safe. I couldn't even imagine. It really puts things like this into perspective. I love him so much. And I love God even more for being so amazing and using experiences in my life to really help me grow and understand things better.