White Hairs

Jul 27, 2010 15:36

I found a white hair. Somehow this ought to disturb me more than it does? I always thought I was terrified of growing old, but I think as I got older, I actually came to accept the fact? Don't know. I guess I have to wait till I find my second white hair. Maybe then I will start freaking out, doing crazy stuff in fear of leading a boring life till the day I die.

Thomas gave me the lastest Depeche Mode Album. I got it inside my IPod. If you don't know already, IPod is a beautiful thing in terms of design. That is why I bought it. It terms of functionatily? IT SUCKS BIG ****. It decided to "update" ITunes, the program you MUST have to actually load the IPod with the MP3s (I didn't even have internet, which is the funny thing...). I did not notice the forced update, because I was busy remembering how to dress myself (was 6 am). When I looked into my laptop again, the bastard had Syncronized ITunes with my IPod without asking permision. Since none of the mp3s that I had in said Pod was still in my computer (they are in a removable Drive coz I don't wanna waste space), it simple removed ALL the mp3s from the Pod. Yep, it removed it because it longer is on my ITunes list. WTF APPLE? WHERE YOU HIGH WHEN YOU PROGRAMMED THIS SHIT? I guess I learned my lesson: never buy something just because its pretty =/ I am so mad I could eat someone.

Anyways... I only have Depeche Mode on IPod now. Not like it's a bad thing. I love the album to bits. I seem to get high on Dave Gahan voice when I don't sleep enough, and get taken into that dark place in my mind where I hid all my gorgeous ideas for comics. And somehow in that limbo between my dreams and the train stop, I made cover, sketches, compositions and inking of a hole comic which I planed 6 years ago. Then I woke up with "BITTE ALLE EINSTEIGEN", and started panicking with the lack of time to put into paper all I dreamed of.

Let's see how it goes. Having the will to draw is already something.
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