Wowww.
So...yeah. I deff. haven't been on in about 5 million years. ;; shrugs ;;
Sorreh. But...life has had some ups, and some serious downs since the last time i posted. But things at the moment are good. I still love jessee. xD Always will, we are still together. In 9 days it will be a year and 3 months. That's a long time. And i hope it continues to get longer.
I am currently at my mom's in tampa. Wishing i could go home sooner because i miss him. And about an hour ago I got off of the phone with him. It was the longest talk i've had with him since the last day of school. He usually calls me at like..1-3 in the morning, and it's only for 5 minutes or so. So i thought that this was going to be the same. But it wasnt...[2&1/2 Hours.]which made me happy. I've recently had some questions about myself, and my emotions. I've been questioning my love for jessee until yesterday, because someone else was getting in my head. ;; sigh ;; Wont mention any names. No one on here would know him anyways. But that's all taken care of. I was kicking myself in the ass for even thinking that i couldnt love jessee and love someone else. I was like "What the fuck are you thinking." I could never love anyone else.
Ok, well...my hand is cramping, and i just typed all that in less than 2 minutes. Go me. =]
Night Guys.
Sorreh. But...life has had some ups, and some serious downs since the last time i posted. But things at the moment are good. I still love jessee. xD Always will, we are still together. In 9 days it will be a year and 3 months. That's a long time. And i hope it continues to get longer.
I am currently at my mom's in tampa. Wishing i could go home sooner because i miss him. And about an hour ago I got off of the phone with him. It was the longest talk i've had with him since the last day of school. He usually calls me at like..1-3 in the morning, and it's only for 5 minutes or so. So i thought that this was going to be the same. But it wasnt...[2&1/2 Hours.]which made me happy. I've recently had some questions about myself, and my emotions. I've been questioning my love for jessee until yesterday, because someone else was getting in my head. ;; sigh ;; Wont mention any names. No one on here would know him anyways. But that's all taken care of. I was kicking myself in the ass for even thinking that i couldnt love jessee and love someone else. I was like "What the fuck are you thinking." I could never love anyone else.
Ok, well...my hand is cramping, and i just typed all that in less than 2 minutes. Go me. =]
Night Guys.