*SituationAboutJames*

Jun 19, 2005 15:28

Okay..Here It is! .. I am over the being in love with James..Yes he is in my heart somewhere! ... SOMEWHERE!! I did love him at one time when he wasn't hurting me!! When he wasn't hurting me I loved him yes..But Now I am dating Matt! And he doesn't hurt me! .. I want to be with Matt! ... I just want to be friends with James!! He is a great person and a GREAT friend! Someone to talk to! Someone to spend time with and have fun!!. . . .! Yes I had fun with him while it lasted! And yes I probably will still be friends with him but I doubt I will date him again! I am tired of being hurt and I am with someone who is not going to hurt me! I happy everyone is happy! But I am not happy that people try and fuck with my life and make me and my family unhappy...! We are happy! Give it up!..Great life! But yes I have a place in my heart for James! he was my first love!! You will always have a place in my heart!!!! ... And no-one will EVER forget there first love..James and I had a long first love .. on and off first love .. but it was still love at the time and I am happy it happened it made me realize I want someone who is going to treat me with respect and someone who is not going to hurt me.!! James hurt me in the past but I am over it!! The past is the past!! AND IT IS ALL OVER NOW! SO EVERYONE DROP IT!

Loved,
Matthews!! (not James')
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