i don't know why i bother
So somehow during the forever that Jeff was out last night he had time to delete my myspace comment.
Every fucking time Jeff goes out without me, he tells me he'll be home by 2:00 a.m. and comes home at 4:00 a.m. or he tells me at the latest he'll be home by midnight and comes home at 1:00 or 2:00 a.m. and I feel like his goddamn mother worrying about whether he's gotten pulled over by the cops after having one beer and driving home. It's not my fault my boyfriend lacks the common sense not to drink anything if he's going to be driving, after having one DUI... he's already been pulled over once in front of our apartment. So should I be penalized for wanting him to call and let me know what's going on? Plus I find this "hanging out til whenever" shit kind of inconsiderate. Maybe I'm too naggy. I must need something to occupy my time with because I always feel like I'm sitting around waiting for him.
Somehow, I'm reminded of Tristan...
I'm going to start disappearing all the time and see how he likes it. I know it's immature but what else is going to work?
Every fucking time Jeff goes out without me, he tells me he'll be home by 2:00 a.m. and comes home at 4:00 a.m. or he tells me at the latest he'll be home by midnight and comes home at 1:00 or 2:00 a.m. and I feel like his goddamn mother worrying about whether he's gotten pulled over by the cops after having one beer and driving home. It's not my fault my boyfriend lacks the common sense not to drink anything if he's going to be driving, after having one DUI... he's already been pulled over once in front of our apartment. So should I be penalized for wanting him to call and let me know what's going on? Plus I find this "hanging out til whenever" shit kind of inconsiderate. Maybe I'm too naggy. I must need something to occupy my time with because I always feel like I'm sitting around waiting for him.
Somehow, I'm reminded of Tristan...
I'm going to start disappearing all the time and see how he likes it. I know it's immature but what else is going to work?