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[I'll run away. Please come with me. I've always wanted you to see. If you and me. Could some how be, there'd be nothing else I'd ever need.]
I'm seriously heartbroken right now. I woke up this morning feeling good and got really excited when I checked my e-mail and it said that my favorite band finally posted a blog updating all of us fans. they broke up. i seriously am so depressed right now. i cried. this is the worst possible thing that could ever happen in music.
i remember the very first time i heard them. it was instant love. i begged my mom to lend me her credit card so that i could buy the cd. at the time i was unemployed so i told her i would clean the house for three shraight weeks if she would buy me that cd. i cleaned and she bought me the cd. i also got a shirt. i still have it too and it's still my favorite shirt. i listened to that 5 track cd every chance i got and wore that shirt nonstop. they played warped tour and according to my parents i was too young to go, so i couldn't but i asked everyone that went how they were.
they were only 3 years old and i only got to see them twice. i mean there were so many things that i never got to say to them because i fail and i get shy around people that mean a lot to me. i never got to take a picture with The Fyfe or any of the other guys. i never got a picture with the entire band! for fuck sake they signed my tattoo that i got for them!! i was planning on getting another one too and having them sign that as well. the main thing that hurts is that i never got to tell them how much their music helped me through my grandfathers death and that's extremely important to me.
i really hope that they have one last tour though i doubt that it will happen. i'm depressed and on the brink of crying again.
GoodBye to Jesus who is a sweety fer seriously. GoodBye to Pauling, the silent one who gets angry when he's out of beer. GoodBye to Jeffy who looks like the real slim shady when he has blonde hair and who gives the best hugs ever! GoodBye to The Fyfe who is too metal to smile though he has the cutest smile ever. GoodBye to Taylor Holland Armstrong one of the best damn vocalists out there. All of these guys are so sweet and kind and appreciate everything that their fans have done for them.
[And if I put it on the line, said you would be mine would you throw those wings away. And if I showed you all the signs and they pointed all down would you folloow me anyway.]
I'm seriously heartbroken right now. I woke up this morning feeling good and got really excited when I checked my e-mail and it said that my favorite band finally posted a blog updating all of us fans. they broke up. i seriously am so depressed right now. i cried. this is the worst possible thing that could ever happen in music.
i remember the very first time i heard them. it was instant love. i begged my mom to lend me her credit card so that i could buy the cd. at the time i was unemployed so i told her i would clean the house for three shraight weeks if she would buy me that cd. i cleaned and she bought me the cd. i also got a shirt. i still have it too and it's still my favorite shirt. i listened to that 5 track cd every chance i got and wore that shirt nonstop. they played warped tour and according to my parents i was too young to go, so i couldn't but i asked everyone that went how they were.
they were only 3 years old and i only got to see them twice. i mean there were so many things that i never got to say to them because i fail and i get shy around people that mean a lot to me. i never got to take a picture with The Fyfe or any of the other guys. i never got a picture with the entire band! for fuck sake they signed my tattoo that i got for them!! i was planning on getting another one too and having them sign that as well. the main thing that hurts is that i never got to tell them how much their music helped me through my grandfathers death and that's extremely important to me.
i really hope that they have one last tour though i doubt that it will happen. i'm depressed and on the brink of crying again.
GoodBye to Jesus who is a sweety fer seriously. GoodBye to Pauling, the silent one who gets angry when he's out of beer. GoodBye to Jeffy who looks like the real slim shady when he has blonde hair and who gives the best hugs ever! GoodBye to The Fyfe who is too metal to smile though he has the cutest smile ever. GoodBye to Taylor Holland Armstrong one of the best damn vocalists out there. All of these guys are so sweet and kind and appreciate everything that their fans have done for them.
[And if I put it on the line, said you would be mine would you throw those wings away. And if I showed you all the signs and they pointed all down would you folloow me anyway.]