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so i must say that today was probably one of the most difficult days that i have ever (well atleast so far) have gone through. i'm all congested and coughing really bad. ew. and well my sister came home this weekend because it was her boyfriends birthday. i don't know if i have said anything on here about my sisters current situation or not but the gist is she's sic too. she doesn't have what i do but she has to take a shot once a week. well it's very difficult for her to handle right now. the needle is about 1.5 in long and has to go into her muscle. she really freaks out when she has to take it. well my parents keep yelling at her...apperently they think it's motivation. so for about 2 hours i sat on the floor at my sisters feet and cried with her. i sat there and tried to help her through it...tried to get her to do it...tried to give her strength. too much, i hate seeing her like this.