I have a feeling.
I have this gut feeling that something horrible is going to happen. I know that usually when you feel that way that nothing is actually going to happen, but the mere fact that you have that feeling may cause you to sabotage everything you love in life.
I'm scared. Scared and so goddamn tired these days. I would venture to say I've been depressed the past few weeks. I keep trying to talk myself out of it b/c I know it's probably a side effect of the Lupron. However, I've looked at past entries I've had over the past year, and the fact of the matter is that maybe I haven't been as happy as I let on.
Something big and wonderful needs to happen. I need something to look forward to. I don't need anything negative to happen right now, only positive things.
I'm scared. Scared and so goddamn tired these days. I would venture to say I've been depressed the past few weeks. I keep trying to talk myself out of it b/c I know it's probably a side effect of the Lupron. However, I've looked at past entries I've had over the past year, and the fact of the matter is that maybe I haven't been as happy as I let on.
Something big and wonderful needs to happen. I need something to look forward to. I don't need anything negative to happen right now, only positive things.