End of an Era
22 October 2018: After nearly seven years of marriage, Lyle up and unexpectedly abandoned us.... And I didn't even realize it until after 5AM.
And when it dawned on me, my heart exploded.
It has been six days since I saw him last, and I still cannot eat, can't function, can't stop crying and hoping and begging...
I just don't want to live like this anymore. I don't want to feel, to care anymore.
I lost the greatest love of my life for the second time.
And there's simply no coming back from that.
Please, just let me go. Just let me fall asleep and never wake up again.
Please.
And when it dawned on me, my heart exploded.
It has been six days since I saw him last, and I still cannot eat, can't function, can't stop crying and hoping and begging...
I just don't want to live like this anymore. I don't want to feel, to care anymore.
I lost the greatest love of my life for the second time.
And there's simply no coming back from that.
Please, just let me go. Just let me fall asleep and never wake up again.
Please.