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work work work. its all i mainly seem to do now a days. and what do i get for it? money of course. anythin else? last time i checked, knowledge. thats bout it.
ive come to a conclusion.
my brother darrel loves to talk bout me behind my back. fine, w/e. he jus wants to get a rise out of me. o well.
now on a serious note.
how do you feel bout me? a question that is asked mainly between family, friends, and loved ones. well, this goes to my friends. its not somethin im askin of you, its more of a "CRY FOR HELP". ive been noticin, that my "friends" have seemed to not be my friends as of lately. in all honesty, i hate it. i try to make new friends, but nuttin, try mendin with old friends and nuttin. so now ive come to this point. each day of my life, slowly i die away. why do i die do you ask? cuz i feel i have no friends anymore. i go on day after day livin in a shadow not knowin how many ppl talk bout me when im not around, or make fun of me. i hate it. there has been nights that i stayed up really late thinkin if im really worth the living. this is all im askin. if your a true friend of mine, and not some person that says they are a friend, i want you to leave me a message or jus talk to me some time. i would like to take this one step further if possible, and say that if you know someone that likes me as a friend, have them show it. in all honesty, without sarah, i feel alone in this world. sure i also have family, but once again, let me remind you i constantly work. so long story short, if your a true friend, please, say a kind word or 2 to lift my spirits. if you know someone that thinks of me as a friend, ask them to do the same for me. im to the point where i have no respect for myself cuz i think no one cares for me. if you dont want to do it, then you dont have to. its not like im askin for you to give me money or anythin that important. jus a few kind words.
ive come to a conclusion.
my brother darrel loves to talk bout me behind my back. fine, w/e. he jus wants to get a rise out of me. o well.
now on a serious note.
how do you feel bout me? a question that is asked mainly between family, friends, and loved ones. well, this goes to my friends. its not somethin im askin of you, its more of a "CRY FOR HELP". ive been noticin, that my "friends" have seemed to not be my friends as of lately. in all honesty, i hate it. i try to make new friends, but nuttin, try mendin with old friends and nuttin. so now ive come to this point. each day of my life, slowly i die away. why do i die do you ask? cuz i feel i have no friends anymore. i go on day after day livin in a shadow not knowin how many ppl talk bout me when im not around, or make fun of me. i hate it. there has been nights that i stayed up really late thinkin if im really worth the living. this is all im askin. if your a true friend of mine, and not some person that says they are a friend, i want you to leave me a message or jus talk to me some time. i would like to take this one step further if possible, and say that if you know someone that likes me as a friend, have them show it. in all honesty, without sarah, i feel alone in this world. sure i also have family, but once again, let me remind you i constantly work. so long story short, if your a true friend, please, say a kind word or 2 to lift my spirits. if you know someone that thinks of me as a friend, ask them to do the same for me. im to the point where i have no respect for myself cuz i think no one cares for me. if you dont want to do it, then you dont have to. its not like im askin for you to give me money or anythin that important. jus a few kind words.