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so its thursday and here i am with nuttin to do but be by myself... how sad is that. i wish i could spend time with sarah, but she is doin the wiz. of oz. play with the pit band. im glad she does that stuff, why? cuz i never did. so here i am, sittin and watchin boondock saints again, workin out jus a bit, and over all view bein lazy. i wonder bout some things, but im not gonna talk bout them, its my thoughts, and i hate it. right now, if u were to see what i was thinkin, u would see how i want to go out and do stuff, but i dont do it. i cant aford it at all, and when i can, i need to save the money. i owe too much as it is.
while im watchin boondock saints, i think, maybe i should do what they are doin. right the wrong, kill the bad. it wouldnt work for me, but sadly, i think i would be doin some ppl a favor when i placed a bullet in them.
ok, so what, im in a sad depressed mood, once again. surprised? me, no. u maybe. wanna know the truth why im feelin like shit right now ppl, not like you give a shit or anythin. here is the story.
march 25th, 1991. my b-day, loved every second of it, still remember what went on that day, woke up, ate, played around with some foam swords that were gifts. after that, i dont remember but what happened the next day. ill shortin this part up cuz most of u really dont give a shit bout what happened to someone. my grandfather passed away. the same person i got my first name from. how fuckin sad is that for me. he passes away the day after my b-day, and i have to remember that b-day cuz of how sad i was that i lost him. i hate my life right now. i so fuckin hate it. i know march 24th to the 27th, im not gonna want to be fucked around with. in honesty, im gonna want to be left alone from all rudeness. im gonna want all ppl to respect me for who i am, not what i am. but when i think bout that, i know that i wont be respected, ill be hated by most and it kills me to know that ppl hate me cuz of who i am. well, i have to say is if u think bad of me, all i have to say is go fuck yourself. danielle, if ur readin this, this means you. you fuckin call me waterboy jus to get a plesure for urself, well fuck you, you damn fuckin stupid ass bitch. all my friends, well, u guys know how i am. sarah, hun, i love you so much, and i miss you so much when i cant be with you and its gonna kill me to not have u with me for my b-day and the day after if i cant get u with me. shannon, if ur readin this, i feel ur pain bout the recent pass away. i have no grudge on u, so ill leave it at that. if you feel like u want to know what i honestly think of you, jus ask. ill tell you all the truth. for those of u i can stand, and those of you i want to say go to fuckin hell.
while im watchin boondock saints, i think, maybe i should do what they are doin. right the wrong, kill the bad. it wouldnt work for me, but sadly, i think i would be doin some ppl a favor when i placed a bullet in them.
ok, so what, im in a sad depressed mood, once again. surprised? me, no. u maybe. wanna know the truth why im feelin like shit right now ppl, not like you give a shit or anythin. here is the story.
march 25th, 1991. my b-day, loved every second of it, still remember what went on that day, woke up, ate, played around with some foam swords that were gifts. after that, i dont remember but what happened the next day. ill shortin this part up cuz most of u really dont give a shit bout what happened to someone. my grandfather passed away. the same person i got my first name from. how fuckin sad is that for me. he passes away the day after my b-day, and i have to remember that b-day cuz of how sad i was that i lost him. i hate my life right now. i so fuckin hate it. i know march 24th to the 27th, im not gonna want to be fucked around with. in honesty, im gonna want to be left alone from all rudeness. im gonna want all ppl to respect me for who i am, not what i am. but when i think bout that, i know that i wont be respected, ill be hated by most and it kills me to know that ppl hate me cuz of who i am. well, i have to say is if u think bad of me, all i have to say is go fuck yourself. danielle, if ur readin this, this means you. you fuckin call me waterboy jus to get a plesure for urself, well fuck you, you damn fuckin stupid ass bitch. all my friends, well, u guys know how i am. sarah, hun, i love you so much, and i miss you so much when i cant be with you and its gonna kill me to not have u with me for my b-day and the day after if i cant get u with me. shannon, if ur readin this, i feel ur pain bout the recent pass away. i have no grudge on u, so ill leave it at that. if you feel like u want to know what i honestly think of you, jus ask. ill tell you all the truth. for those of u i can stand, and those of you i want to say go to fuckin hell.