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so here i sit. thinkin. what bout? the past, the present, the future. so many things, so little time. dont get much of that for jus chillin with my gf much more. i really dont know what to say, cept... yes, no, maybe so. i dont know. x-mas is around the corner, and again im straped for cash. i dont know what im gonna do when i get out into the real world. i still live with my parents, o well, better then the street. so im thinkin this, how many ppl am i wastin money on for x-mas? well, my mom, dad, eldest bro and his woman all spend more then enough on me, so im forever in debt to them. now i look at my brother darrel, what do i see? i see the kid that got me a figure of a cat for x-mas. i mean, what the hell was he thinkin. o, thats right, i like cats. yeah, i like cats. how would u feel if u got a figurien for x-mas, sure its the thought that counts, but i got him somethin worth more and its somethin he could have used. idk if he still has it or not. o well. idc anymore. sarah wants to get me some gifts. dont get me wrong, the gready side tells me go for it, but the true side says for her to keep her money. dont waste it on me, i dont need that stuff. clothes i can go for, cuz ill probably wear them, but other then that, all i need is her endless love. ok, im done for now. workin a lot, not sure if i want to stay with kmart much longer, not to mention i have a long day ahead of me tmrw. so ill update later.