*sigh*
Ok for anyone is wondering about the rant yesterday, i was just extremely frustrated. Doesn't it just piss you off when your tryin to hold a conversation with someone, but they couldnt care less of wat you said? its like talkin to a wall. so this is wat i say.......Screw it. Why do our emotions always cloud our vision to something that is in plain sight? People arent interested in other people, i understand that, but y do u string them along? Wat do u think this is funny? Guys have feeling too, more so than others, but we do. And im safe to say that i am pretty emotional. so when this shit happens, it hurts, and i get quite frustrated. and another thing. Y are people so shallow? Only if someone looks hot or cute, they want to know more. Well, sorry to say it, but not all good looking people are all that interesting. Some of us who arent good looking that have a great personality and can be just as, if not more, caring as the other guys. But no one gives us a chance. So we are just judged by the way we look? The way we dress? Wat has this world come to when you just judge a person that he/she wears and then you have that impression of that person forever. No one will go up to those people and talk to them and realize that there is more than the wrinkled t-shirt, baggy shorts, messed up hair, and all that. No one has the confidence to go up and have a decent conversation with them. Now im not sayin that im the biggest in the confidence area, but i can go up to a person whos looks a little weird and talk to them and we may turn out to be good friends, not like some people who will just stand off to the side and judge you and will not get their heads out of there asses and see whats really there. There is a difference between reality and fiction. Some people dont wanna realize it. some people are afraid to. but here i am, a mediocre, black hair, brown eyed normal person that has a heart that just wants to be noticed. Would it kill you to just go up to a person that you thought of as too weird to talk to and go talk to them? Wats the worst that could happen? We bite your head off? Sorry people, we dont have cannibals in VA. There. I just spilled my heart out for billions of people to read, and i feel good about it. Let others hear about what you feel. Dont feel like when you put yourself out there that your goin to get hurt. Then wat is the point of life? your goin to get hurt, so wat, you have the rest of your life to get over it. but there are many things that are not painful. there are people out there that are willing to listen, so speak. share your thoughts. whos knows? they might just turn out to be a really good friend.