Jun 01, 2004 11:44
Geez im lazy. I spend almost all the time on the computer and i never update this thing. So now here i am, in tech aid, doin nothing, cuz...well.. there isnt anything to do. So we had SOL week last week. The history SOL was an insult to my intelligence. It was so easy! I was scared before i took it cuz we had been given a practice SOL and i almost failed it. And the english one, i swear a 10 year old couldve done it and passed. Now with the spanish PALS.......geez i hate spanish. I think im coming down with premature senioritis. I starting not to care about school anymore. Cuz we only got 3 WEEKS LEFT!!! WWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTT!!! (oh yea i figured out wat woot was. Its like saying WOOO but with a t and the end...dont look at me i didnt make it up) So that date from a while ago, it went really well. And now the girl wont even talk to me. She says i was stalking her, but come on, walkin a girl that u like from 1 class to her next one every other day, DOES THAT SOUND LIKE THAT IM FRIGGIN STALKING HER!!!! So now she trying to avoid me and she says that shes "busy" which is complete bull. Shes too busy to talk to me, but shes not that busy to talk to everyone else. *sigh* well it looks like im back to square 1. Geez i hate the dating world. I mean i would like to date a girl that i like and it so happens that we still keep the relationship goin. I guess wat im trying to say is that your signifigant other should really be like a really close friends. You can talk about anything and she will understand and talk with you about it. She will never think your less of a person when you say somthing stupid, she will just laugh along, not at, you. Its hard to find girls like that. And girls could say that i stalk them, but i try to make an effort to talk to them, and, unfortunately, i like talkin to a girl when im walking with them, but they sometimes take it like im stalking them, or im clingy, or anything like that. But i really am not, im just trying to get to know them, and i dont really know another way. So we got finals pretty soon.....yay....end of school...we are goin to be seniors....and then we'll leave high school....alone....i was always a loner when i was young, and ive learned this over my middle and high school years......Once a loner, ALWAYS a loner.