Tired to the point of oblivion

Feb 25, 2004 17:42

I like that word. Oblivion. Its cool sounding. OK that is a great case of how tired I am. Ive been having a lot of trouble sleeping lately. I dunno kno y, but i just lie in bed and stare at the ceiling, untill like 2 AM or later. Maybe im just thinkin of stuff. Stuff that happend over the course of these last 2 weeks. I dunno. But last night i had this really weird dream. I was outside of a building, and i was talkin to someone (it was either 1 of two people....Des, if your reading this, you know who these 2 might be.) And as i was talkin to her, something like an orange goo stabbed her, kinda like from the Final Fantasy movie. Her soul went into this thing and started to go for me. It got me eventually, and then i wasnt there anymore. I was myself and I had somehow killed this goo stuff. Then i woke up. It was the weirdest dream in a long time....actually it was the only dream I have had in a while. I guess this is a good thing. But it was so real. Like i could feel the thing go through me, it was cold....... really creepy. How can dreams be so real? Like when people touch you, you can feel their touch. And you can hear peoples voices. Dreams are weird things.
Anyway, lifes been goin ok. Ive also realized for the last month or so, i havent been acting like myself, so i want to apologize to anybody i hurt or emotionally injured. Just been goin through a rough time. Well, the other night, i did something i hadnt done something i did in a long time. I prayed. It wasnt a traditional prayer, but one preacher told us that God would listen to anything we wanted to say to him. So y not talk to Him like your talkin to a friend? I felt a heck of a lot better. So my life has taken a turn, and i think its a good one. I feel like myself. I know i sound like a dork, but I like to talk about things that feel good, or get me out of the dumps.
O yea, does anybody get the feelin that their teacher has it out for them? I think my spanish teacher, Mrs. Byrnes in Hell, has it for me. Today, I got back a quiz that was actually higher than a C+, which has been my score on practically on every test and quiz. It was a 94 baby, YEA!! When i got it from her, she looked at it, looked at me, then down at the paper, and her facial expression was that of a deer lookin into some headlights. In disbelief, and some noted anger, she handed me the paper. By that time, I had noticed that anyone that got a B or higher was givin an "excelllente" or a "Good Job" All I got was a look that could of killed a grizzly bear. I mean it was scary. But i got a good grade and thwarted Satans minion! I got skill yo!
Other than that, we had a test in today in precalc, and I crushed it. I knew everything on there. I was pretty happy untill i saw the book Mayall gave us for out midterm review. If I dont do my hw right before her class, what makes her think im gonna do the packet? I have till Friday to do it. Maybe I can hold a study group for people who are havin trouble in the class, or need help to study......
I think I will.......
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For All Who Want To Study With Peers For Precalculus Midterm:
Call me at 7036894029 or call or text me on my cell 7034072127 if you want to come. It will be on Saturday and 3:00 PM at my house: 1548 Coomber Court, Herndon VA. Open to all, possibly food and drinks provided. It will be from 2 to 3 hours long.
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Nobody want to come, no big deal. So this is about it for me. Adios! (gotta luv the spanish.........NOT!!)
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