the problem of pain
haven't been on lj in forever.... seems like there is an abundance of people getting proposed to and/or getting married in my flist. and i'm still....searching; still lost. i hate the stigma that's attached with being older and still single. obviously there must be something wrong with me since i have no one that cares for me or loves me outside of my family and friends. having family and friends care for you is great, don't get me wrong, but.....who's going to answer their phone at 3am when i can't sleep and need someone to talk to?
no one.
*on a side note, a friend i met through myspace sent me a copy of "The Problem of Pain" by C.S. Lewis and i'm going to start reading it right now. i promised him to keep an open mind while reading it and i'm going to do just that. maybe, just maybe, i'll find comfort in it. it's been a long time since i've found comfort in anything.
no one.
*on a side note, a friend i met through myspace sent me a copy of "The Problem of Pain" by C.S. Lewis and i'm going to start reading it right now. i promised him to keep an open mind while reading it and i'm going to do just that. maybe, just maybe, i'll find comfort in it. it's been a long time since i've found comfort in anything.