you don't know the torture, you don't know the pain, loving what you can't have is driving me insane
most days i feel empty, but today i am suffocating.
i hope for better things but everything just seems impossible right now. just when i think i have a plan and that it isn't so far out of my reach, something comes along and slaps me in the face. no, i should say something comes along and pisses in my face to remind me that everything right now is desperate and can't be helped and that i'm stuck again for the time being.
when is it going to be my turn to be truly happy for once?
i hope for better things but everything just seems impossible right now. just when i think i have a plan and that it isn't so far out of my reach, something comes along and slaps me in the face. no, i should say something comes along and pisses in my face to remind me that everything right now is desperate and can't be helped and that i'm stuck again for the time being.
when is it going to be my turn to be truly happy for once?