it's easy to give up one's life when one is not happy with it
i don't feel right. i haven't felt right for some time now. i feel like i'm drowning. it's easy to drown when you feel like there is no one in your life that cares enough to see that you are hurting. i want this feeling out of me.
i hate that i don't feel how i used to. i hate that i don't ever feel happy any more. i hate that i feel like no one has time for me or that i'm not as important as i thought i was to some people. it's probably completely untrue, but i still feel this way and i have no idea why. i hate that i don't know what to do about so many things and that i feel as if everything is going to overwhelm me soon. i hate this mask that i have to constantly wear.
i hate that i can't be happy for myself or others.
i hate what i might do.
i hate what i have become.
i hate that i don't feel how i used to. i hate that i don't ever feel happy any more. i hate that i feel like no one has time for me or that i'm not as important as i thought i was to some people. it's probably completely untrue, but i still feel this way and i have no idea why. i hate that i don't know what to do about so many things and that i feel as if everything is going to overwhelm me soon. i hate this mask that i have to constantly wear.
i hate that i can't be happy for myself or others.
i hate what i might do.
i hate what i have become.