The essence of life
honestly i cant be sure where i stand...life tends to be this uncontrollable force that just cant be stopped...i want it to...i need a break from it all...i ache and hurt all over...work is long and boring...school is just boring...what are we to do with our lives when it is over for us all...what happens next?...how will things go?...will i ever be anything to anyone?...or have anyone to be something to?...well as the mere spec that i am...my own desires cant be fulfilled by the masses they have to be done by myself because it truly is and only is you who can look out for you.