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i choose not to title this because im not sure how to...i mean what is this i feel...i constricted by words i have no understanding...life fills the void of its boredom with humans...so what are we suppose to fill that void with for us as individuals?...i dont know...school, love, sex, t.v., movies, music, work, or nothing all together...how can this passion burning just be put out just by not doing anything...how could those simple things make us forget that all in all the void is there and will always will be...you could try to fill the void with those trivial things but as the name "void" suggests you cant...they will just be swallowed up and you sink back into you little black hole of nothing because we are all nothing and nothing more...some things deceive the void like school, work, and love...but what happens when they disappear...school ends either after high school or at the end of college...work is just something to take up all your "free" time...love is probably the best deceiver but what happens when that goes away...what should you do...nothing your are sucked into that void of life that you couldnt fill...then you just sit at home and become some sort of mindless zombie even if you try to fight it you will lose...time is precious but when you have so much of it what are you to do...sit at home and just get depressed...who knows...i feel like breaking in two...ive spent to much of my life deceiving the void that waits for me...i want to give in and let it take me where im suppose to go but i just cant let go i want so much even though i get so little...must i keep on fighting for nothing or will i get lucky...who knows...well im done my train of thought has disappeared...this probably didnt make any sense but i wonder if...