is it her or him i should wish to kill? .... lossing focus not good
dude.... i hate it when things fit and it says heylook this situation sux balls spolets rub it in your fucking face....yea adam came over were were hanging out dnlding shit and he dnlds some shit i didnt pay attention and its awsome i even tol gigi that after last night today was awsome we were just being friends i love it when were like that i mean i love feeling like his one and only and shit but i enjoy being his friend just as much( isnt that the hole concept of "marridge" ahhh thats sad and sappy)but its kewl then after he leves cuz he has asst. maneger class tomorrow im sitting here messin with my music and i listen to one of the songs he downloaded cuz the name of the song reallly cought my attention....when i saw the name my heart dropped into my stomach and i knew how bad it would be especially when i saw the artist cuz stabbing westward fits my life so welll like in a scary way like all the bad things that happen theres a stabbign westward song about it...its kinda creepy well the name of this fucking song was save yourself and well need be said mine and his little gay thing has always been him saving me from insainity, my house, myselfg, the world everything prettymuch... adn then i listened to this song and OH my FUCKING god dude its painfully true.... god i hate it when he leaves little fucked up things for me to think aboiut him..... its like he wants to keep me around even though he keeps going back and forth grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....sometimes i wish that everything could just go away.... just for a little wile cuz itslike EVERYDAMNDAY grrtrrrrrrrrr