bleeding from a few orafices i let her lay in the dirt and die

[hellsachild]

what exactly clasifies u as a "bad person" what moral standards do "most people" live by... is there some point at wich weather u think its right or rong its still rong.... is there a limit to the maddness that people put others through... can justice reallly be brought to all those who have done rong to others in their lives...does what we do now even matter ... what if this life was our waiting point that everyones inner feeling of something greater wasnt a want or need for god but just there unconcious mind knowing about whats after death..is it posible that the lack of humanity that most HUMANS posses is merely just a cry for something bigger than themselves.. to be greater than they really are .... or is it merely just a filled void... a hoile in everyone that must be filled by something.... religon, politics, hatred, love, children.... all excuses to live when we all know that life is a meaningless space of time and no one will remember who we were or what we stood for... unless we can manipulate the masses to belive in what we belive in more than what they belive in... or give them an "origonal idea" to belive in and they will be saticfied....an we reallly fill that void or are we all destined to sit on our lazi "free" asses and waste our hole lives away.... i for one will not sit around and watch this happen any more ....i am going to get out of my comfy coputer chair and raise my voice to those ignorant masses and tell them all my belifes and see how many i can talk into beliving in me and then when im gone everyone will take my name in vein and say that i wa s adreamer and i took eveyrone a fool and gave them false hope and i will be cast out like hitler... all he did was give people something to belive in.... he could make thousands of people belive anything he said and he convinced all those people to do those horrible things all becasue he belived... look at religons one person can start talking about gods words and everyon will follow like moronic drones.... becasue a book says that jesus did this and god did that and this is right and this is rong... well ive read lots of books so should i belive and obey what all the books i read say... i mean ive read books that tell me about aliens and books that tell me about bombs and ive read books that tell me murder is ok as long as u have good reasons... so i mean what the fuck how can u honestly look at the real world and tell me that a book is that powerful... oh wait it fucking is..... i dont get peoplke most of the ytime and i probably never will.... i sit and watch a stnd and stare and admire and glare and hope and dream all day learning the acytions of humans and teaching myself how to read and and deal with people and yet im still stiffled by the stupididty in the world....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......i feel better

ramblings from a wandering mind sorry