Poem

[hells_poet]

I dunno.. this poem probably won't make sense to any of you, but it does to me:

I've joined the brain dead
I walk around and look normal
Put on my mask
And show everyone my painted smile
Go with my friends, and time to put on a different one
Go home at night, and cry until there's no end
Why does this happen?
What is it that I've been missing?
Where did I go wrong?
"No strings attached"
Secretly there's a catch
I've got everything in the world
I couldn't ask for more
Then why do I feel like this?
Give me your love,
But deep inside I fear
I fear heights because that means I'll fall harder
I couldn't ask for anything else
Why do I feel this way?
I have everything I wanted
But deep inside I'm so depressed
And deep inside I'm full of hate
But deep inside I'm made of fear
So deep inside your voice I hear
And it makes me go higher than before
But the higher I go the further I'll fall
So I fear all good...
Because I fear the bad will come.