Oct 28, 2005 21:36
whats up people? notta damn thing here just sittin in my house im fucking bored.....dad wont let me stay the night anywhere because he dont trust me...i understand him not trusting me but he dosnt understand that i need to get the fuck out of this godamn house for more than a couple of hours sometimes. I couldnt stop thinking about chris today i started crying on the bus because they played our song and then they played that lonley song...i dont even know why i still think about him its fucking retarted...but whatever i geuss im going to main for summer break even though i dont want dad thinks it will be "good" for me. no what would be good for me is to let me go back to colorado because that is where i belong! not in indiana not in fucking main in colorado god damit! anyways hehe 3 more days till halloween! my costume is awsome! im a pixie type thing. im taking my sister trick or treating for a lil while and then im gonna fuck around with my freinds it would be better if i were in colorado cause they have badass partys and shit...o wells this was my first full week of school since school started thats kind of sad...but i dont really care anymore HA! my hair is purple its fuckin sick! i love it, dad was pissed but who cares? i got some earings yesturday thank fuckin god i felt naked with nothing in my ears lol i have a very small gauged nose ring in my lip because my dad threw my lip ring away. i was pissed but atleast it didnt close everybody and North Central look so different all the guys have long hair now the first day i was there all i could think about was hippies! but yeah im gonna go my back hurts.
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