Dread
So, I was going to do another rewatch tonight, but instead I spent the night getting pissed off at my contracting company and trying to decide what I'm going to do about the future.
Right now, I really want to quit this job at the end of March 2013 (when my current contract is finished.) The only problem with that is that last time I tried to get a different job, I was unsuccessful... and I can't afford to be unemployed again...especially not in Vancouver.
I've been offered a job in China, but I'm not going to take it for financial reasons and because I don't want to live in China. (You can't access LJ from there.)
There's a possibility my oldest sister could get me a job in Toronto - which would mean moving back east.
I don't know. I can't decide where I want to be or what I want to do.
I have tickets to VanCon2013 and the first draft of a novel that I hate more with each passing day.... for whatever those are worth.
Anyway...yeah, I'll resume rewatches tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be in a better mood.
ETA: I meant to flock this, but then I forgot, and now I might as well just leave it.
Right now, I really want to quit this job at the end of March 2013 (when my current contract is finished.) The only problem with that is that last time I tried to get a different job, I was unsuccessful... and I can't afford to be unemployed again...especially not in Vancouver.
I've been offered a job in China, but I'm not going to take it for financial reasons and because I don't want to live in China. (You can't access LJ from there.)
There's a possibility my oldest sister could get me a job in Toronto - which would mean moving back east.
I don't know. I can't decide where I want to be or what I want to do.
I have tickets to VanCon2013 and the first draft of a novel that I hate more with each passing day.... for whatever those are worth.
Anyway...yeah, I'll resume rewatches tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be in a better mood.
ETA: I meant to flock this, but then I forgot, and now I might as well just leave it.