Aug 01, 2005 00:07
Well people my life has been a living hell but hey who cares? None of you do. I don't really care if you do though. I got mad at you because you ditched me maybe I didn't know the story but I don't care. I said I was sorry and I am not gonna keep saying sorry to you over and over again to get you to final relieze I am sorry.
The one I want is going to leave and be out of my life forever and there is nothing I can do to stop. I think it seems selfish to have someone stay for them if you are not for sure it will work out. Even though I am.
Sam hates me. I never thought we would ever get like this but I was wrong. I am sorry ese.
Lindsey I am sure that you hate my guts right now and I understand why. So I just wanted to say sorry for the trouble I have caused you.
Stephanie I am sorry for telling people about you and him. I should stay out of it and I am going to for now on.
Jasmynn I love you. I really do. I never believed in love at first sight until I met you. I wish that you would stay in Peoria but what ever you choose. I will be here still.
Sam I give you my blessing with Billy and I hope you two work out. If you and me ever can be friends like we use to be you know my number.
Corri I am sure you have read Brittanys journal so I know your mad at me. Well I am gonna say I am sorry to you as well and I wish you luck in life.
Brittany This gonna be a little long because I am saying something Adian as well. I am sory for the whole thing about Adian. I didn't mean to take everything out on you. It was wrong. I really don't know you so I shouldn't judge you. Adian I am sorry for saying you looked fucked up and I do respect you because you are the best boy friend she has had and I hope you stay with her for a long time.
Amber I know that I haven't been hanging with you but I want to see you soon. You and me are good friends so lets keep it that way. I want you to get yourself a good man. Someone who will treat with respect like you deserve. I am sorry that you never got that from me. I wish you the best of luck in life.
Also everyone who hates me don't worry you won't have to deal with me anymore. Good bye