fail fail FAIL
SO...today was lame. Its venting time!
yesterday, you know, the gayness of my appointment still stuck with me. So we go and pick up my nephews to spend some time with them since they were going to stay at moms for the night. The baby was SOOOOOOOO cute, I love that little but-nut so much, so on our way back to moms doug calls and says the pipes for the water flooded......so then the boys were depressed because that meant they couldnt stay the night, and doug says to mom "everytime cheyenne stays over this always happens!"
....I dunno....that just...struck a nerve, I felt really depressed and almost started crying because little Lakota was almost in tears because he was so dissapointed...BUT LUCKILY we just needed to go do something for a few hours and they could stay the night, the whole time Im like 'yeah ill try and not use the bathroom to ruin everyones time.' and moms all...you know, be quiet cheyenne bla bla, so im like yeah im not staying at your house anymore because that only happens at your place....bla bla....made me feel really bad...
......SO TODAY----I go to work and its like crazy busy, and my eye candy at work called in today....so I was very dissapointed and the whole day just went waaaaayyy downhill. I checked the scedual for the week of the 24th-30th....THEY GAVE ME 35 HOURS!??? WTF??? I put down twice I can only work 20, not to mention I work on my birthday (which isnt bad, I just wanted the 27th off..) so, ill call about it tomorrow and be like...wtf man, wtf.
so while im walking home in despair, I call mom up to ask how the boys were, and shes like "DID YOU JUST GET OFF?" Im all "no, Im just now walking home, I got off at 7" and she tells me "I could of picked you up! I was down by the foothills with the boys!".........so then I started leaving a pathedic trail of depression behind me as I walked and almost started crying again because everything just started to build up, and I have a saturday night off for once and NO ONE is able to come and hang out....*sips beer*
well, I have one friend thats coming over for a bit. BUT ANYWAY...........so yeah, I mean...I COULD work 35 hours just for that one week, but.....I would rather at least have that sunday/monday and my birthday off...
OH YEAH, NOT TO MENTION Candice told me when we picked my nephews up that Jason has been commenting on every-fucking-thing she has on her facebook, and as been telling her about our sex life.......WHAT...THE FLYING FUCK?????? Im going to refrain from sending him a raving message because...I might kill him...Im not sure which to do, BUT...I have enough sense and Im more mature then that stupid fuck that Im not doing a damn thing about it...
so.......yeah.........I really cant wait till anime usa, I need this so badly, I dont know if im able to make it till then, so much utter shit has been shitting on me just this week, im really afraid of next week.....I might break my arm or something horrible like that might happen
yesterday, you know, the gayness of my appointment still stuck with me. So we go and pick up my nephews to spend some time with them since they were going to stay at moms for the night. The baby was SOOOOOOOO cute, I love that little but-nut so much, so on our way back to moms doug calls and says the pipes for the water flooded......so then the boys were depressed because that meant they couldnt stay the night, and doug says to mom "everytime cheyenne stays over this always happens!"
....I dunno....that just...struck a nerve, I felt really depressed and almost started crying because little Lakota was almost in tears because he was so dissapointed...BUT LUCKILY we just needed to go do something for a few hours and they could stay the night, the whole time Im like 'yeah ill try and not use the bathroom to ruin everyones time.' and moms all...you know, be quiet cheyenne bla bla, so im like yeah im not staying at your house anymore because that only happens at your place....bla bla....made me feel really bad...
......SO TODAY----I go to work and its like crazy busy, and my eye candy at work called in today....so I was very dissapointed and the whole day just went waaaaayyy downhill. I checked the scedual for the week of the 24th-30th....THEY GAVE ME 35 HOURS!??? WTF??? I put down twice I can only work 20, not to mention I work on my birthday (which isnt bad, I just wanted the 27th off..) so, ill call about it tomorrow and be like...wtf man, wtf.
so while im walking home in despair, I call mom up to ask how the boys were, and shes like "DID YOU JUST GET OFF?" Im all "no, Im just now walking home, I got off at 7" and she tells me "I could of picked you up! I was down by the foothills with the boys!".........so then I started leaving a pathedic trail of depression behind me as I walked and almost started crying again because everything just started to build up, and I have a saturday night off for once and NO ONE is able to come and hang out....*sips beer*
well, I have one friend thats coming over for a bit. BUT ANYWAY...........so yeah, I mean...I COULD work 35 hours just for that one week, but.....I would rather at least have that sunday/monday and my birthday off...
OH YEAH, NOT TO MENTION Candice told me when we picked my nephews up that Jason has been commenting on every-fucking-thing she has on her facebook, and as been telling her about our sex life.......WHAT...THE FLYING FUCK?????? Im going to refrain from sending him a raving message because...I might kill him...Im not sure which to do, BUT...I have enough sense and Im more mature then that stupid fuck that Im not doing a damn thing about it...
so.......yeah.........I really cant wait till anime usa, I need this so badly, I dont know if im able to make it till then, so much utter shit has been shitting on me just this week, im really afraid of next week.....I might break my arm or something horrible like that might happen