Phone call to everyone, day 61

[awhitephantom]

[And as much as she hates to do this... at least she didn't wake up with blood this time. Although there's something muttered to the side in Welsh before in English. Naturally, she barely remembers her exchange with Elaine.]

Destruction, hm? I'll make a point not to sink that low.

What happened? There is fog, yes, but there is something in the

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[demiurgos_girl]

...Hi?

[awhitephantom]

[Guess who doesn't remember?!]

What?

[demiurgos_girl]

[Snap. Elaine has no idea.] ...I'm not sure what to say to you. I don't want you to be mad. Please.

[awhitephantom]

Mad about what...?

[demiurgos_girl]

About... [Triggers, triggers. She doesn't want to say anything that might set Regina off.] I just want to say I'm sorry. And I hope you didn't get hurt or anything.

[awhitephantom]

[She has a vague idea. She's taking it rather well, since she didn't wake up covered in blood and wounded like so many times. It's still unsettling.]

I'm not harmed. I'm fine.

[demiurgos_girl]

That's good.

[Awkward silence is go.] Can- can we talk about it? You won't get mad?

[awhitephantom]

I haven't the faintest memory of what we spoke of or why I lost a day.

[demiurgos_girl]

Oh. [But Elaine's pretty sure she knows what the trigger is, and she'll stay well clear of that.]

[She speaks softer as though lowering her voice makes things safer to talk about.] Do you get mad like that a lot?

[awhitephantom]

[She tenses up. She doesn't like to think of it as getting "mad", maybe becoming overwhelmed. Too emotional.]

Only if I exert myself or if something comes up I loathe.

[demiurgos_girl]

Lucifer would know what to do. [This is as much a "I wish he was here," as it is a "dammit why did you leave," and she thinks Regina might feel the same way.]

[awhitephantom]

[And back to square one.]

I'd rather confide in my teacher. He told me not to let my emotions overwhelm me.

[She's not even sure why she's telling you that.]

[demiurgos_girl]

[Elaine realizes it, and is suddenly very glad for the topic change.]

It must be hard. Who's your teacher?

[awhitephantom]

[Yeaaaah, she isn't too fond of the details.]

He is not here, his name is Myrddin.

[demiurgos_girl]

You don't have someone here to help you? There's someone with a blue coat and sword here, and I think he cares about you very much.

[awhitephantom]

He's like me, I trust him.