[blog post; Day 56/wee hours of 57 -- stealing Ethan's drunkblogging thunder]

[justhitjackpot]

hoooleeesshti what ios wrong with you people isnt there something to do here i just darnk with a bnuch of teenagers

what the hell am i doin'g anymore/ i dont even know any of you

everybodys gone now

like always

oh FUCK me i'm shitfacde

a,sdlafsdonlkm,.sadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Comments

[guardup]

You're asking what's wrong with us?

[justhitjackpot]

ev eryones okay with this palce

too okay i'm too okayw ith it even if they'er all gone

[guardup]

It's called dealing with it and moving on.

You should try it sometime, without the alcohol.

[justhitjackpot]

easier said than done

And why would I wanna move on ajd accet that i'm not going home and that tgey all did and left my sorry ass here

fucking.....:;,,....women are always kicking me to the curb what thefuuuccckkkkk

( 1/2 )

[guardup]

(Aha...)

( 2/2 )

[guardup]

You're right. You should stay exactly where you are, keep doing what you're doing, and keep feeling sorry for yourself.
Just give up.

There's no getting around the fact that you're weak.

[justhitjackpot]

who the he'll are you calling weak?,K

I'm not giving in god damn it it's just not easy

[guardup]

That's life, isn't it? You can sit there and think of how unfair it all is, sure. Nothing but grief will come from it.

Or you could prove me and all the people that pushed you aside wrong.
Pick yourself up, get your act together. Fight it.
Show them that they were wrong about you.

Until then, I'm sticking to what I said: you're weak.

SEVERAL HOURS LATER

[justhitjackpot]

...Oh, fuck, I don't remember posting any of this

shit

can you just forget about everything I said please?

[guardup]

I'm not taking back what I said, either way.

[justhitjackpot]

[A lot of what she said was valid. No way he's going to thank her for that right now, but...]

All right, just keep in mind i was really drunk and probably didn't know what I was even typing half the time....:?

[Except for the fact that he meant every word, too.]

[guardup]

(Hmm, hm. She's trying hard to peg you, Travis. It's surprisingly hard.)

You saying you had a change of heart overnight?

[justhitjackpot]

[Wonderful. Because he's going to continue to evade and evade and evaaade.]

Look, we all say things we don't mean when we're not in the right state of mind okay? so just forget about it.

[guardup]

Whatever helps you get through the day.

[justhitjackpot]

Exactly. we're done here.