Jul 28, 2004 22:35
you know its really funny..... i was really little when my favorite grandpa died i was maybe 5 or 6 when my moom told me he went to heaven to fly in clouds my mom told me that he would be ok you cuz he died and everything... my mom said he used to love me alot way more then he ever loved my brother i don't know if its wrong but i'm happy that brother never spent time with my gp really happy... me and him had this thing with a doll he bought my for my very first x-mas the doll as a she her name was aggie i really love that doll and one time when i was like four me and my mom and dad and aggie went to go see my grandpa when he was ill i remember what he got me it was a cat puzzle yeah i love it till i had to throw it away... my mom told me that when my gp was on his death bed he asked my mom to pulled the plug and sence i was little i couldn't see him and then the next day my mom told me that he died and my mom was crying but i didn't cry i just said 'its ok mommy grandpa is gonna be ok ' it took a few week till we got to brurry him but we got to it sooner or later and we put him ok a hill that is burning as i type this lol yeah i cried then but i didn't b4 but you know we used a cross that i built with a hammer and one nail yeah as i took it to the hill i tripped over it and it broke into two lol
yeah.... ok i'm done you can wake up now lol
oh and if you comment please don't say things like oh i feel so bad or i hope you feel better cuz i do and please you have no rights to feel bad I'M OK! lol
-later