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oh no! im having career doubts. ( i just got out of the shower, my hair smells like wet dogand ciggerettes and i didnt even get all the conditioner out) im reading this really teriffic book by vladimer nabokov and it reminds me of how when i was a child i would read incesantly, due to lack of friends, and being stuck in summer camp, latchkey etc. i devoured books. it was weird when i releized that i spoke more like a book than a regular kid (far too properly) of course the next immediate revelation was that i was a total nerd! i mean, with the long and eleborate sentances it took me to really explain anything, 95% of my peers would just tune me out ( thank god that precent has gone down to 67) so i reformed my nerd self into something just plain "different" i guess. but whole point is that i really loved reading and thinking up stories more than i loved drawing or anything. hmm... this whole thing is stupid. i mean, neither of my perspective careers are "real" careers anyways. the question is simply, how can i get a comprehensive education in both writing and art (whatever form of art i decided on anyways!)? i can get the school, but how do i learn both competantly?
also, where did the spell check option on livejournal go? i can say these words goddamn and they usaully sound right but the spellings always get me. i feel liberated with my new lj cause its no longer connected to alot of dumb stuff and is a fresh start, like a new actual paper diary.
also, where did the spell check option on livejournal go? i can say these words goddamn and they usaully sound right but the spellings always get me. i feel liberated with my new lj cause its no longer connected to alot of dumb stuff and is a fresh start, like a new actual paper diary.