Happy Birthday James!
Hannah's parents threw James a 21st birthday party in their Riverside house! It was awesome. James was looking exceptionally well dressed to kill in dark denim and a blazer. Very modern and chic. He was talking about me in the kitchen, a good talking by the way.
He was telling some of his college buddies how much of a bright, decently attractive, girl I was. I was kind of scared because here I am not even 18 and these guys are in their 20's.. it was nice to fee desired though. Isn't that what most women want? To feel desired. I do.
Towards the end of the night I called Addie- I figured it would be a good time to try cocaine.. at all places, a party. I bought a gram of cocaine.
New to to powdery white susbstance, I handed the money to Addie for cocaine. I took it up to Hannah's room where she was awaiting me with Alexis (Hannah's younger cousin whom is like 6'0" and only 13). Hannah and I snorted the whole gram. Then with the leftover we gave to Alexis- well not "give to her", but allowed her to snort some since she had been asking.. It was amazing. I ran around the block & talked a storm up! It was fun. God, I love cocaine. I'm just afraid that I'll start to become addicted to it. I used my school I.D to make the line & earlier I touched it & then put my fingers to my lips and tasted the coke. So, I licked my I.D to see if I could get my heartbeat racing again... -_-, I don't want to go back to where I was,.. But It's soo fucking good.
Hannah then being not too smart took Acid for the first time with this punk ass bitch Ashlie (WHO LEFT HANNAH FOR NEAR DEATH AROUND 4AM) FUCK ASHLIE.
I will never do Acid. After I saw what Hannah went through. NO! She talked to herself, hit the wall because "someone was there", thought worms were on the floor. Kept talking about "Wanting to come home". Cried one minute & then 30 seconds later she'd laugh. I'll stick to booze, thank you.
Overall, It was a pretty fun weekend. Too bad I'm going on vacation this Friday night. To the mountains up in Tennessee!! :)
He was telling some of his college buddies how much of a bright, decently attractive, girl I was. I was kind of scared because here I am not even 18 and these guys are in their 20's.. it was nice to fee desired though. Isn't that what most women want? To feel desired. I do.
Towards the end of the night I called Addie- I figured it would be a good time to try cocaine.. at all places, a party. I bought a gram of cocaine.
New to to powdery white susbstance, I handed the money to Addie for cocaine. I took it up to Hannah's room where she was awaiting me with Alexis (Hannah's younger cousin whom is like 6'0" and only 13). Hannah and I snorted the whole gram. Then with the leftover we gave to Alexis- well not "give to her", but allowed her to snort some since she had been asking.. It was amazing. I ran around the block & talked a storm up! It was fun. God, I love cocaine. I'm just afraid that I'll start to become addicted to it. I used my school I.D to make the line & earlier I touched it & then put my fingers to my lips and tasted the coke. So, I licked my I.D to see if I could get my heartbeat racing again... -_-, I don't want to go back to where I was,.. But It's soo fucking good.
Hannah then being not too smart took Acid for the first time with this punk ass bitch Ashlie (WHO LEFT HANNAH FOR NEAR DEATH AROUND 4AM) FUCK ASHLIE.
I will never do Acid. After I saw what Hannah went through. NO! She talked to herself, hit the wall because "someone was there", thought worms were on the floor. Kept talking about "Wanting to come home". Cried one minute & then 30 seconds later she'd laugh. I'll stick to booze, thank you.
Overall, It was a pretty fun weekend. Too bad I'm going on vacation this Friday night. To the mountains up in Tennessee!! :)