Stupid Girl
Yesterday was a day of mixed emotions. I had to work until 2 yesterday, which wasn't bad at all. Don and I wanted to go and check out some new cell phones and possibly get on a plan together. Which we did, we met at The Exchange in The Falls (no Dave I didn't buy anything don't worry!!) There is a cell phone place right next to it. We went it looked at a few phones we liked and needed to talk it over. What else is a better place to talk than the mall. So we went up there walked around, I needed work pants and couldn't find anything to fit my fatass. Went to The Topic and nope no Mat. Went BACK to the cell phone place and got our new wonderful Verizon phones. You'll need to send me an AIM in order to get my new number. There are just CERTAIN people that don't get it. Sorry assholes, you know who you are. Anyway, I had asked Don if he wanted to go spend the night at Amy's house, cause well I never go hang out with her and I know she would have really liked to have us over. And for some reason Don just wasn't having that idea. So of course I got pissed and asked him why, and he said he just didn't. So I didn't leave it at that, like a jerk I got mad and pretty much stormed off. Well, he left to head back to his house, and me feeling like such a jerk, I took off behind him. I drove up to his house, ran up the stairs and put my arms around him and told him how sorry I was for acting like such a brat. He's wonderful, he forgave me right away. We decided that me staying over would be a good idea. Well, it was until that dumb bitch Bobbie called (Don's ex.) I got pissed, she's always calling and being an asshole and making Don and I really upset. So the next time she called I answered the phone, and she asked if Tim (the roommate of Don) was home. Knowing that she really wanted to talk to Don I made small talk with her, and then she's like alright just have him call me. And I was like okay "click". Didn't say bye or anything just hung up on the bitch. Of course she calls right back and yells at me. It makes me super upset that she's always calling and stopping by without being invited. It makes me even more upset when Don tries to do something about it and it doesn't work. Sometimes I wish she would just vanish into thin air. But unfortunalty this isn't the cartoons, and things like that just don't happen. He doesn't love her anymore, he and I have been together for about 7 months. I'm pretty sure that's a hint. She just doesn't get it. It makes me so mad sometimes to the point where I just want to break up with Don and forget the whole thing. Sometimes I feel like how I felt when I was with Daniel and Heidi and him would talk on the computer all the time. I don't want to be "the other girl" ever again. I don't want to feel like that. And Don does a wonderful job of making me feel important, he really does. I just get this feeling in my stomache that something bad will happen b/t us. I couldn't stand losing him. I thought I was inlove with Daniel when I was with him. But you know it's such a better feeling when the other person loves just as much or even a lil more. Which reminds me Don looks up at me as we're laying on the couch and says "Do you love me?" and I said "Of course I do." and he responds with "Good cause I love you too." Melt my heart.
so inlove
Ex,oh,ex,oh
so inlove
Ex,oh,ex,oh