eh..not so good
Well first week in Ohio alone is over. I did pretty well on not expressing in anger how much I miss Don, well until last night. I'm pretty much the dumbest girl ever. I'm just going to say that I'm not upset on WHO he's hanging out with. Cause I know the people he's hanging out with, and I like em...a lot. So that's not the problem. The is however, that I don't share well. I want Don all to myself. I don't want to share him. At all. I don't want him to be sad or alone, which is why these people are spending time with him. They don't want him sad or alone either. Grr I just wish he was able to move back. I mean, it's like being married and living on the opposite side of the world. I want to be the one to make him happy. Man this sounds so shitty. I'm just jealous. I know it. I'm not afraid to own up to it either. When he was away in Seattle, I was ALL alone. Now that he's all alone, he's not really alone, cause people WANT to hang out with him. Blah I hate myself. I'm sure everyone else does to. I'm fine with that. I just shouldn't be aloud to have friends. I always find a way to fuck shit up. Blah. Whatever. This only makes sense to me.
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