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we had been together for 6 months, since yesterday.
and today, it happened.
it's not the feelings that's the problem, it's the added responsibility of a relationship for him, right now. but aren't we supposed to get through this? am i not supposed to take care of him when he's going through something? i offered, insisted! am i wrong? am i?
i'm finding it extremely hard to be an adult about this right now. i apologize, in advance, for the things i may do, or say. or not do, or not say.
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all those plans are being held in my pockets like crackers for later, like pocket change and tasks for-another-day. This is all I have to remember 'me' this week. 'Maybe some other day' is maybe how it will be for now. Maybe some day. Maybe some day . . .
and today, it happened.
it's not the feelings that's the problem, it's the added responsibility of a relationship for him, right now. but aren't we supposed to get through this? am i not supposed to take care of him when he's going through something? i offered, insisted! am i wrong? am i?
i'm finding it extremely hard to be an adult about this right now. i apologize, in advance, for the things i may do, or say. or not do, or not say.
-
all those plans are being held in my pockets like crackers for later, like pocket change and tasks for-another-day. This is all I have to remember 'me' this week. 'Maybe some other day' is maybe how it will be for now. Maybe some day. Maybe some day . . .