alot on my mind

[helloshamone]

 hm~ a lot happen yesterday so~~ much drama AND I LIKE DRAMA O__O so since i have a lot on my mind i couldn't sleep last night i think i should write it all out ... note it might sound confusing XD 

Comments

[elitejean]

hello hun^^ you sure have tons of things going on XD if i were you, i wouldn't do anything at all...if that C dude is using you to make his ex upset then just ignore that fact and pretend you don't know at all. if you make a fuss out of it, it might lead to something even more complicated. if no one is complaining or minding it then just go with the flow. you don't like C anyway so nothing is going to happen unless he tells you his intentions. also, it's up to you if you want to be used or not...you can just say no to him next time...

as for A & B (their both bi, right?)...well, it's their choice and their own responsibility. you're good friends with A so just be there for her when the time comes that she needs a friend to be by her side. it doesn't matter if you support their relationship or not, in the end of the day A is still your friend and that's what counts. you and A are friends...friends last longer than boyfriends/girlfriends...maybe now she's happy with B but we don't know what lies ahead...so just be there for her when she needs you :]

back in HS, i've gotten confessed to by my female juniors quite a few times. it's nice to be thought of that way but it will never be returned because i don't feel the same way towards them so even though it's nice & sweet of them...i can only be thankful XD i'm all for free love though :] hope you're feeling much better now!! because of sho-chan...i can't get a bf XD

[helloshamone]

hm i don't think I'm being use but it did seems like it does that make sense? XD

yes ill take that advice since I'm not really surprise ill still be her friend whether she bi blue or green i be with her cause she cool i really have that "i don't care who you are if you cool with me I'm cool with you" type of thing also i think A and B is going to break up cause of something (A didn't tell me Y saying that it abusive? or something @__@ maybe she was talking about her ex)

XD i really really hope that you'll meet Sho-chan one day and i'd wish to be there also but if i ever get the chance to see arashi live they would be like 40 and 50 XDD i hope they still be genki lol

i am also holding back my tears cause other people in the room i thank you for replying back :'D

[elitejean]

oh hun, feelings are such a complicated thing XD hopefully it's going to be just one of those things that slowly pass by with time^^ great job on being a supportive friend!! *hugs* your way of thinking is great too!! haha!! you might meet them sooner than you think hun...life is mysterious, you'll never know what will happen...hopefully, they'll be good things^^ i just posted again and used the gifs, thanks so much for them hun!!

[helloshamone]

np for the gif i have more :3 +__+ XD

feeling are such complicated things~! and guess what jean??!! he told me today that he wanted me to be his future GF i was like..."um i like asian boys .__." it was soo awkward XD but my horoscope said to take the chance O__O...im not ready XDD

i rly do hope i meet them idk what ill do :XXX