Sluts.
People are such sluts and whores. Always getting ass here and there. And if they aren't sluts then they're just jerks.
My look on life has just been so negative lately. I hate how everything is working out right now. I hate my current job and all my insecurities about my body and myself. If nobody likes me right now, then there certainly must be issues with either my personality or my body. And which do you think matters more to me? exactly.
ugh. I hate how I don't have anyone in mind, and how my life has been so uneventful in the areas of romance. But then, this IS what I asked for. Because what would be the point in starting anything, when I'm leaving anyway? and its waaaay too soon.
I really dont know. Well I shouldn't say that, becasue I do know what I'm feeling. I just hate how I dont have anyone to care about right now. And nobody to look after and love and cuddle with and talk with. I've learned to become so dependent on others.
I mean, yeah, I did become a lot stronger than I used to be... but I guess I just miss the feeling of being loved.
I'm not going back though. Being single has certainly had its ups.. I'm more free to do things with family and friends. I've had such an open schedule aside from work... and its great.
Went to a debut last night... and it hit me that I really do love my friend. She was crying... aww. it made me want to. ;_;
this felt good. blogging... venting...
sigh.
My look on life has just been so negative lately. I hate how everything is working out right now. I hate my current job and all my insecurities about my body and myself. If nobody likes me right now, then there certainly must be issues with either my personality or my body. And which do you think matters more to me? exactly.
ugh. I hate how I don't have anyone in mind, and how my life has been so uneventful in the areas of romance. But then, this IS what I asked for. Because what would be the point in starting anything, when I'm leaving anyway? and its waaaay too soon.
I really dont know. Well I shouldn't say that, becasue I do know what I'm feeling. I just hate how I dont have anyone to care about right now. And nobody to look after and love and cuddle with and talk with. I've learned to become so dependent on others.
I mean, yeah, I did become a lot stronger than I used to be... but I guess I just miss the feeling of being loved.
I'm not going back though. Being single has certainly had its ups.. I'm more free to do things with family and friends. I've had such an open schedule aside from work... and its great.
Went to a debut last night... and it hit me that I really do love my friend. She was crying... aww. it made me want to. ;_;
this felt good. blogging... venting...
sigh.