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[hellontuesday]

so i had my first one night stand this weekend? OH WAIT more like some girl followed me home and then was all like lets bang and im like nah im good and thens she was like wtf???? and i'm like yo not my thing and then shes like why did you go home with me and im like shit this is MAH house and you just got into a taxi with me and i dont even know your name is it like sandra or something and then she fell asleep on the couch and in the morning was like hey lets bang and im like ..... please get out. i kinda feel like im running in circles a little bit which is weird but i dont know how to fix it. i keep wondering if that 'oh shit i totally found my place' feeling will ever last more than like six months before it goes away for two whole months more and maybe thats just the way things are or maybe im just really fucking bored because its cold out and i havent done anything today. more likely. decided on going to indonesia and thailand in january and i got a raise so im pretty sure im going to south africa for the world cup and then maybe kenya if i can afford it. one of my boys is gonna dj at this club tomorrow so i guess im going. on saturday there is a housewarming party in beijing for some of my other friends. my apt is pretty tight. i typed tite and then took it back. just realized i look exactly the same as i did in the lj picture now that i am clean shaven for the first time in a year. one of my friends had a baby and i think i might be getting older but fuck that i figure i still got at least four more years to fuck around. going to go have a cig on the roof in the cold and stare at the stars and the smog. oh ps got my first tattoo and it is an albatross on my left boob and it's also pretty tyte. standin on a rocky beach with three eggs. teaching some motherfuckin spelling tests monday.

kind of wonder if i didnt fuck things up with marianne because it got so serious so fast and i knew that if i dated her longer i probably would have married her.

ain't that something.